three years ago it was proven to me that life is absolutely to short, and then again on march 27th.2010 it was proven to me once again. the days seem like their numbered and everybody has a number set for them. the only two boys that i trusted were taken away from me and it hurts like hell, my mind seems like it cant get unwrapped from this pain that has been brought onto me. i told myself that i wasnt going to cry cause i know that he wouldnt want me to, cause he was always in a good mood and out of all the years that i knew him i very rarely saw him get upset, but never nothing to serious. it seems like everytime something reminds of him i just break down. i try not to talk about it cause it hurts to much to speak about it. he was my best friend (that was a guy) and the only one that i trusted with all my problems and he trusted me as well. i lost part of me the morning a careless driver driving on the expressway, he was on his way home from college, we even made plans to hang when he got here, but that never happened, he never made it. i cry everyday i even teared up while writing this, but i really just needed a way to get this off my chest. i miss him and i want him to come home, but i know that hes in a much better place now! hehe, we will meet again i know one day, he got his wings now and its time for him to fly away, i know hes looking at me from up above. i love you and will truely miss you from the bottom of my heart.
rip steve hudson, iloveyou!
