28.3.12

dear steve,

its been a whole two years now, as of yesterday. my heart still hurts daily but dammit im getting better at not breaking down so easy lol. me and brianna was talking about you and all the times that we had with you and how we got that phone call on march 27.2010. lol hell we were laughing our asses off. you were soo caring, loving and just a genuine person all around. i wish you could have stayed with us longer, but that just might be me being selfish. dang i miss you like crazy, but again we will meet again lol. hey tell trayvon im sorry what happened to him and only him, god, and that zimmerman guy knows what really happened; they acting a ass down here on earth! iloveyou and i miss you, but im sure you already know that! :)
love,
arisjarelle.

9.1.11

dear steve,

hey, its me again! its january and its snowing in atlanta..AGAIN! oh yes baby lol, again; it snowed on christmas and it was beautiful. this time its snowing way haarder than it did on christmas lol. i thought about you today, but then again i think about you everyday and it still hurts my feelings knowing that i cant just pick up the phone and call you. i scroll by your name daily and be like "dang steve, i need to talk to you" but then i relaize, i cant even call you cause its just going to say "your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system of 770...". dang its almost been a whole year since you left me down on earth, its hard cause ive had to make a new bestie. but its ok, ill be fine. oh and hey steve, watch over me ok. make sure that im going in the right direction in life. make sure that im going to be fine and im not going to go through pain again. and tell bobby i said hello, and i mss him too. hey and one more favor, remember that i will never forget about you and i love you tremendously. and give my momo and pawpaw a hug for me and tell them i love them. my cousin, aunt and uncle too please :) thanks booboo!
love always,
arisjarelle.

23.6.10

s h o e s i♥them!

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i love these 5 inch heels that you can have no way of avoiding. a seriously sexy look when you're wearing them. with multi straps that wrap their way up the black suede upper, which rises slightly above the ankle. you can wear these 5 inch stilettos when you're taking a cab to the club or going out to dinner. or anyother place you desire to wear them!

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these caryssa's have many different colors
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caryssa also have different ones like the caryssal and caryssagPhotobucket
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a [H][O][T] pair of pumps will make any outfit look G R E A T! ilove s h o e s!

30.3.10

my best frann

three years ago it was proven to me that life is absolutely to short, and then again on march 27th.2010 it was proven to me once again. the days seem like their numbered and everybody has a number set for them. the only two boys that i trusted were taken away from me and it hurts like hell, my mind seems like it cant get unwrapped from this pain that has been brought onto me. i told myself that i wasnt going to cry cause i know that he wouldnt want me to, cause he was always in a good mood and out of all the years that i knew him i very rarely saw him get upset, but never nothing to serious. it seems like everytime something reminds of him i just break down. i try not to talk about it cause it hurts to much to speak about it. he was my best friend (that was a guy) and the only one that i trusted with all my problems and he trusted me as well. i lost part of me the morning a careless driver driving on the expressway, he was on his way home from college, we even made plans to hang when he got here, but that never happened, he never made it. i cry everyday i even teared up while writing this, but i really just needed a way to get this off my chest. i miss him and i want him to come home, but i know that hes in a much better place now! hehe, we will meet again i know one day, he got his wings now and its time for him to fly away, i know hes looking at me from up above. i love you and will truely miss you from the bottom of my heart.
rip steve hudson, iloveyou!
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3.2.10

first time..

hello there.
this would be my first time ever blogging,
besides on myspace and facebook..
wow what a life i have..
ilovefashion to the MAX!
i go on chictopia.com so that my fashion point of veiw can expand!
i love looking at all the vintage dressers cause i really like it..
something different ya know!
i love to be different especially when i was in highschool,
but everytime me and one of my besties did it..
it seemed like everybody wanted to do it..
i dont want to call myself a trendsetter cause i dont think im one,
just roll with my heart and do as i please!! ;p
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